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[Thursday 19th Nov @ 8:27pm] |
today was so grey
Daul Kim committed suicide and my little cousin's horsie died
the sky sagged with rain but did not deliver
i got soap suds all over the kitchen floor
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[Saturday 14th Nov @ 8:38pm] |
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We have internet in our apartment now, yaaay!
I hope to start updating my Tumblr, but I feel shy about blogging. Sort of like a, who are you to think that people will read this? sort of thing. It's silly, I know. But maybe I'll do it. Who knows.
We'll have ratties soon... woo hoo! Two lil boys. Did you know that if human balls were the same proportion as rat balls, they'd hang down to your knees!? YEAH! They would. Crazy. That's something I'll have to get used to. Cause I've only had girl rats, you know.
I like my jobs... GameStop and Whole Earth Provision. It will be more fun when we are busier and I am more confident about knowing things.
Last night I had a dream that I was stuck on a spaceship. It was such a horrible feeling. Something was wrong so we'd never get back to Earth. It was awful. I mean, you can imagine. Trey was there... I think. For part of it, at least. And two other astronauts. They did something... opened the window? Or something... and the space, like, burned them. Cause I saw them afterwards. They were like, cooked. And I was like, Oh my god.
I want to write a comic, but I feel so horribly blocked. Gah... why.
Trey and I are doing well. We rarely hate each other now. The first month or so was hard. But we have jobs now, so we aren't so stressed.
I wish my mom would visit, but I know she is fragile.
I miss Sydni, and I am so excited for her, she will be a tattoo artist soon. I don't know what I want her to draw on me but Trey is getting a dinosaur head.
I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore... if you do... hello! I probably read yours, too.
I'm working on a painting of Freja. Painting is so hard but I can tell it is within my grasp.
Dragon Age is fun.
Um... there's a whole bottle of vodka that Trey's mom and Brennen left in our fridge. Just chillen. Maybe I'll give it to a hobo. Or not.
I'll stop now. I love you guys. Goodnight.
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[Tuesday 4th Aug @ 10:15pm] |
i just ordered $345 boots
and they are beautiful
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[Monday 27th Jul @ 11:24am] |
I was with Mallen. We were going to meet up with some people for girls night I think, but we passed the Crossing (a cool junk store in Abilene) and decided to go in. It was in a different building, a trailer. There wasn't a porch to you had to hoist yourself up into the door. Inside, Mallen was talking and being friendly with the old people who worked there, and I was thinking how cool and special she was, because she has so many friends. We walked around and saw some neat things. Mallen held out a pretty sapphire ring that was $14 and said Look, our wedding ring! And I felt woozy. Should have bought it. There were some drawers with bunnies painted on them that had been marked down to $52. I felt like I had wanted to buy them before but they were too expensive. Then, Mallen walked off and I came around a corner and saw Kalli taking a shower.
Later, I was at Waterloo records for a job interview. I went into a big white room with two boys and sat in front of a computer for a quiz. I felt like I would do really well. First, songs played and I had to select from four choices the name and artist. I didn't know any of them. One song was very 60's folky, but the lyrics were talking about sex. The songs sounded familiar to me, and I felt anxious that I didn't know who they were. I didn't want the cute boys administering the quiz to think I was lame. It's weird how your brain can come up with songs in your dream that you've never heard before. I kept missing questions. Then there was a category called Beatlemania, and I thought, thank GOD, this will be easy. It showed a video and the Beatles were playing a song I'd never heard before, then the people around them started to panic. It was in slow motion and something bad was happening. The question was, what is happening in this video? And it was John Lennon getting shot. It was weird. Finally, there was a South Park section of the test. It showed a clip of an episode I'd never seen, paused and asked what happened next. There were pictures of all four of the boys, and their bodies were divided into sections. I knew that someone got shot and you had to pick where on their body. I guessed that Kyle got shot in the chest, but I got it wrong because he actually got shot in the chest, arm, and leg.
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